A Letter to Best Friends

Dear best friends,

i am.. nothing, to perfect.
not even close. never be. never will be.

i’m reckless. i’m clumsy.
sometimes i bite *by words, or just bite literally *.
sometimes i got harsh.
sometimes i explode.

i judge.
i close my eyes and not see.
i close my ear and not hear.
i shut my mouth and not speak.

and i bailed. running away.
and give you up.

but it’s still hurting me, to loosing you, any of you.
watching your back walking away instead of watching your smiling face coming towards me.
hear your disappearing voice. your silent existence.
and empty space you left, is hurting. stabbing.

nothing can be done, to undo all the mistakes i’ve done.

but just want to offer you this apologize.
for being such a probably-worst-friend-in-universe all these times.

and my bunch of thank you,
for being a friend for someone like me.,
in my highest, and lowest time.
in every laugh and every tears.
in brightest and darkest moments.

thank you.. for the friendship.
you guys are, still, and always will be,
my best friends.

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